Honoring

“Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded” (King James Version, James 4:8).

2020 for me was a time to draw near to God.  With the prisons and jails closed to all unnecessary personnel, it gave me so much more time.  Time to spend with my family to show them exactly why I trust in God.

Zephaniah is the ninth book of prophets in the Bible.  Some may say it is my go-to book of the Bible.  I do know for sure that it is a book I reference often to remind me of a time when God spoke loudly to my heart.

I say loudly because it was a time in my life when I was so broken that I knew that I had nowhere else to turn.  No one in the world could help me better than the God that had been working so hard over the years to get my attention and I finally opened my ears to hear Him.

Verse one of the third chapter says, “Woe to her that is filthy and polluted, to the oppressing city!”  Beginning with a warning and then stating the wrongs of the city; as you keep reading the chapter it moves to a description of what can happen if you decide to make things different.

In late 2013, I decided that I was ready for this change.  A time when I knew that I could no longer keep doing things the way I saw fit.  That my way no longer worked and I needed a change.

As you keep reading the chapter you will find that God is prepared to go beyond the mountains and the ocean to find the ones that are willing to come back to Him.  Those that are willing to give it all up to serve the one that is never going to leave or forsake.

This for me is confirmation that when I was in the muck and mud of my life, God was always there holding my hand and enduring with me.  So, when I am asked, “When you went through that bad situation, where was God?”  I can say with confidence, “He was with me holding my hand.”

Moving on down to verse 14, “Sing, O daughter of Zion; shout, O  Israel; be glad and rejoice with all your heart, O daughter of Jerusalem.”  This reminds me of the chance I was given in 2019 to make a short video of my testimony to the Lord.

My daughter goes back at various times and watches the video and then shares with her friends.  Recently she did that and one of them told me how cool it was to see it.  This gave me a chance to proclaim God to her friend.

So, as we look into the face of 2021 and wonder what is next, keep in mind that God has always been with us and will always be ready to help us.  His words will never fail and He will keep all His promises.

         Hello, my name is Jason Reece and I am the Logan County jail chaplain through Oklahoma Jail and Prison Ministries (OJPM), but I am also a drug addict/alcoholic who happens to be in recovery. Here is a bit of my story.

       I was born and raised in Guthrie, Oklahoma. I started out at Acton’s Furniture and Pianos where I worked from 1996-2009. Working there changed my life in a few different ways, some for the good and some for the bad. I currently own an appliance repair business in Guthrie that I absolutely love. Working at Acton’s also required picking up heavy objects which led to a significant back injury which led to opiates. The first time I was prescribed opiates was in the summer of 2007. This cycle repeated itself over the course of the next two years.

         One evening my wife and I were out at dinner and I ordered a glass of wine not thinking that I had ingested a couple opiates earlier and once I felt that combination of the two it was something I needed more of. That feeling ruled my life over the next 6 years and led to being arrested multiple times for DUI.

        I could not get over having my name shamed and had become a bitter man. In all of this my wife is on her last straw. I remember one evening as I was going to the store to buy more alcohol with pills in my pocket for my cocktail my wife grabbed my hand and hit her knees and begged and pleaded with me to not go, to not continue to do this to our family. I looked her in the eye and forcefully got away from her and told her that if she had to divorce me to do so, that I was doing nothing wrong. That was the night I lost my wife. I continued to stay at the house but something was different with Marsha. I let this go on for about two weeks, but I knew something had to change so I moved out even though I did not want to.

         My wife filed for divorce and I had two more DUIs. Then in 2015, while I was in the Logan County jail (I was outside of the courthouse sweeping as a trustee), one morning I happen to see what appeared to be my wife’s Tahoe driving up. As the vehicle approached, I looked up and the two passenger side windows rolled down and it was my two youngest children. At that very instant my life changed. Once they were out of sight, I walked up those detention center stairs and entered the restroom and I hit my knees and I cried out to God like I had never cried out before and life-change occurred at that very moment.

         Addiction cost me precious things: I missed my youngest boys first steps (rehab) and missed my daughter’s graduation (incarceration). I have entered three different rehabs, one mental institution and had 13 accidents in 11 months (three of those accidents were totals).

          Today I am a good father, I am a good husband and I am a good friend. The same drug court that was there for me in my darkest times is where I help co-counsel several of the men going through what I went through. I am also a very small part of a great organization called OJPM where I get to go into the same place where I was a hopeless soul and share the good news.

         Today I am an asset. Today I walk other men through the process of getting their life back together. Today I have found my purpose.

          And the greatest thing about all of this is I get to see my wife smile every day. I would tell her when we were separated that I knew that I could make her the happiest woman alive. Today I get to see that. I will end with this. If you put Christ at the center of your life magical things will occur. God bless you all and thank you for allowing me to share my story.

         John 8:36 says, “If the son sets you free, you shall be free indeed.”

“Sing, O daughter of Zion! Shout, O Israel! Be glad and rejoice with all your heart, O daughter of Jerusalem! The Lord has taken away your judgments, He has cast out your enemy. The King of Israel, the Lord, is in your midst; You shall see disaster no more. In that day it shall be said to Jerusalem: ‘Do not fear; Zion, let not your hands be weak. The Lord your God in your midst, The Mighty One, will save; He will rejoice over you with gladness, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing.’ ‘I will gather those who sorrow over the appointed assembly, Who are among you, To whom its reproach is a burden. Behold, at that time I will deal with all who afflict you; I will save the lame, And gather those who were driven out; I will appoint them for praise and fame In every land where they were put to shame. At that time I will bring you back, Even at the time I gather you; For I will give you fame and praise Among all the peoples of the earth, When I return your captives before your eyes,’ Says the Lord” (New King James Version, Zephaniah 3:14-20).

The Lord has shown me so many times over the last six years this promise.  I really believe He has out done every other time this year. First, the same week that I finished my probation time is the same week that the video of my testimony was released.  I am very grateful to the Baptist General Convention of Oklahoma for giving me this opportunity.

Second, was being able to see my son, Kevin Heffron Jr. grow to be a man.  In March he turned 18, May he graduated high school and in June he left to go to Marine Boot Camp.  Just this last week, the funds were provided for us, my daughter, grandson, nephew and myself, to travel to San Diego, California to see him graduate a Marine.  I am so proud to be able to share the following pictures that were taken to be able to savor the moment.